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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
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Friday, February 24, 2006
i am suppose to be studying..but guess what..here i am editing my
blog.ahaha..sangat tak de keje.sangat MALAS ok.had one exam today.it
wasnt that good.basically, i kinda screwed up that one.and i have
another one tomorrow and i havent finished studying yet.sangat
malas.ok.how i wish spring break is tomorrow.so that i can just relax
and relax. aissssh....and guess what..because i was so stressed up with
my exam this morning, i did something fun..hehehe..taking pics of me
and editing it.hahaha..to readers..nak tgk..tgk..tak nak tgk sudah.ahaha 
Posted at 01:54 am by nAd
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
LOSING A FRIEND LIKE U IS NEVER EASY FOR ME
this is how i feel inside....
GOODBYE
BY rosebud
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
And someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye.
Losing A Piece Of My Soul
by Jasmine Johnston
I came to you the hour I was in pain
Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain.
I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart,
I knew then you'd be my friend,
I knew it from the start.
Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life,
You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife.
When home wasn't home to me no more,
You opened up your heart, and opened up the door.
We cried into night until the early morn.
We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns.
As time flew, the air grew thick,
I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick.
The day had arrived,
When it was time to say goodbye.
Now I sit alone,
reminiscing the past I'd blown.
And Where Were You?
by Valerie
I never thought I'd see this day,
I never thought I'd feel this way,
You...a stranger to me now.
I'm left with emptiness...
I wish I knew how it could be,
That we were once so open and free.
You were like my brother.. yet so much more
I wish I would have seen what I see now before.
For, I did not and it's too late...
My friend, my lover once, is now unknown.
And what hurts the most is I now know..
What I lost.. and I'm alone.
To face a challenge life has sent,
And not a moment with you I've spent.
I hope one day I can forgive you, my friend..
I miss you....
Why did you go?
Losing a Friend
by andy
You started as a stranger,
So careful and yet bold.
But then I got to know you,
And let myself unfold.
I told you all my secrets,
I shared with you my past.
This god given friendship,
It grew rather fast.
You were like my little brother,
So much more than just a friend.
And when you needed comfort,
My heart I would lend.
At night we stayed up crying,
Wishing we were dead.
The memories I have of you,
They linger in my head.
Like that time when we both vowed,
To never be apart.
I took it very serious,
And locked it in my heart.
I miss the nights when we would laugh,
And say what's on our mind.
Act as if nothing was wrong,
And leave all worries behind.
But now at night I'm all alone,
My heart it cannot mend.
For when you took your life,
You also took my friend!
Posted at 12:37 am by nAd
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Monday, February 20, 2006
a story that must be told
so, in this one small little town, there are 3 gentlemen who really feel the need for a new look that would impress everyone around them. so in order to achieve their so-called-new-resolution for the year of 2006, they planned for a weekend gateway.they brought along with them 4 fun amazing and undoubtly gorgeous girls to help them achieved their new look and to shop for them. and they chose to go to New York, one of the busiest city in the united states and as what they call it a shopping paradise. so, to begin with, the journey started on saturday at 10 am.the 3 gentlemen are...   as u guys can see, they are all camera shy
and never liked their pictures to be taken by any of the paparazzi
around. but we'll see how they changed at the end of this
head-to-toe-makeover. so, on our way to the city, we felt the
need of getting something to eat so that we have the energy to continue
our mission.so we dropped by at Perkins restaurant. owwhh....and not to forget, let me introduce the 4 drop dead gorgeous girls...  even at the perkins, the guys couldnt make up their minds.so we, the girls had to help them. they were still looking at the menu even after half an hour entering the restaurant.*sigh*  nad and dedek helping the gang to decide on what to eat.
and they decided on..... the most delicious blueberry-waffle at perkin  and the famous 2-eggs-omelet
 so, after brunch, the mission continue...
they reached woodbury premium outlet at around 3 pm.the weather wasnt
that nice at all.all windy and cold. but they all were very determined
in finding the new look for all the guys since they all are thinking of
applying for the popular reality tv show called the malays next top model. hours passed by so fast. money were spent like crazy. credits card were off the limit.
after 5 hours of walking, running, looking, choosing, spending and
shopping, they all found what they needed and the whole group got
together for a final touch. the 4 girls...  they
got together to discuss about the final look of the guys. but among
all, one of the guys did not succeed in the make over process. too bad
for Chi.he
didnt make it because he was too tired after the long hours drive. but
the other 2 guys did very well. one of them even scored a big one.he
got a new girlfriend ....and after that he decided that he doesnt want
to compete for the malays next top model anymore.
 and the other guy, Megs, did well also and are no more camera shy.look how much he has changed after the make over. before
after
so, lets see the whole crew after the make over. lastly, they all went back to state college and live happily ever after(ahaha..typical ending).
p/s : anyway..megat did manage to get himself into the show and now he is on his way in becoming malays next top model.
- cerita ini hanya rekaan semata2.tak de kena mengena ngan yang idup atau tak-
Posted at 12:11 pm by nAd
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
5 fabulous flirting tips..ahahah
flirting is an art and it can be fun sometimes  . these are 5 fabulous flirting tips i found on the net...check them out...
step #1 be sincere
If you’re going to flirt, you need to be real about it. Anyone can spot
a fake a mile away. If you’re feeling insecure about your flirting
skills, don’t start with your secret crush since the 10th grade. Begin
in a situation you are most comfortable with. If you’re going to pay
compliments to someone, be sincere about them. Really mean what you are
saying and your results will be well worth the effort.
step#2 smile
A smile is the simplest form of flattery. It shows that you are
genuinely interested in the other person, and for that one single
moment they are the only thing on your mind. Never underestimate the
power of a smile.
step #3 touch
Touch is an obvious sign of interest. Used correctly it can be a subtle
way of getting a person’s undivided attention. Rest a hand on their arm
or on their knee when you are talking. Engage in activities that
promote touch, such as dancing. Just be careful not to appear too
flirtatious. The last thing you want to do is send the wrong signals.
step #4 hold eye contact
How do you make the object of your affection weak in the knees? Hold
that meaningful gaze for just a few seconds longer than normal. Show
them you’re not one to turn away from something great!
step #5 be interested in them
Want to know if they are worthy of your undivided attention? Find out
more by asking them open-ended questions about themselves. Show off
your flirting skills by showing them you are actually listening to what
they are saying.
all the tips are from the courtesy of this web
p/s : after reading all those tips only i realized that i've been flirting all this while.ahahah..no wonder.
Posted at 12:08 am by nAd
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Monday, February 06, 2006
i was browsing through the internet today and found this words of wisdom.. "I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you."
- Roy Croft-
Posted at 11:57 pm by nAd
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
two entries in one day...ahahaha......i am going crazy today.all because this one song. SO SICK by NEYO.soooo
luv it. OMG. and coz of that song also, i almost got virus in my
computer.but luckily, i have the very updated version of antivirus
system from Pennstate.thanks
God.owwhh..and exam went well.i studied so hard.but i cant say that i
nailed it.no..i dont think so.coz i got easily confused with the words
used in the exam.but hell yeah, i care no more. ok.enjoy the song.feel free to msg me if u want me to send the song to u.coz the album is not out yet.will be..soon.i think on Feb 23.
Posted at 11:26 pm by nAd
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o-w-h-m-y-g-o-s-h-!-!-!-!
i have exam in less than 3 hours.so freak out even i've been studying
my ass off. wish me luck peeps.i really need that. currently so in love
with this one song from NEYO.i
dont think the album is out yet.soon i guess.but i've been listening to
the song almost every day. from the radio of course.i'll put the lyrics
first and i think the lyric is so catchy...i luv it
Gotta change my answering machine Now that im alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Cant come to the phone
And I know it makes no sence
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way i hear your voice anymore
(its ridiculous)
Its been months
And for some reason i just
(cant get over us)
And im stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
Im so over being blue
Cryin over you
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender i have
Thats marked July 15th
Because since theres no more you
Theres no more anniversary
Im so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
Thats the reason im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio
Cuz im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)
Said im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)
Why cant i turn off the radio?
Posted at 02:55 pm by nAd
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Someone is turning 22 today. HAPPY BDAY my dear. i wish u all da best in your life and have a wonderful one.even
i cant celebrate it with u but i am sure that u'll have a blast on your
bday. sorry for being so selfish but i am just too bz and too occupied
with my classes and exams. i'll make sure that i'll save my weekend for
u.just U.
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
so weekend is finally over.i was studying for my MICRB 412 exam and
decided to take a couple minutes break.i know i shouldnt but i could
concentrate no more.i have 2 exams coming up this week.one on
wednesday(MICRB 412) and another one(BMB 221) on friday. for MICRB 412,
i know i still have lots of time but i kinda freak out now.coz i heard
from Sam n Erika that is class is so f**king hard especially the
exams.thats why i decided to study a little bit earlier.besides, i
already promised Alex n Kelly to study wif them this week, so i need to
know something ahead of time.
my weekend was a blast.i had so much fun with my wonderful friends.a
little bit tired though.went shopping on Friday with THE GIRLS.to those
who still dont know, they are Am n Dayang.Kun didnt make it. Gosh, i
need to control myself.lately i have been spending money like crazy.i
spent money without thinking.i love shopping more than anything
else.OMG.what has got into me.Girlsssss..no more shopping till i bought
my flight ticket back to malaysia ok(crossing my
fingers)....owwhh...and something good happened on our way from mall to
Ross.we found $20.yess...a real money.....and we were absolutely happy
and i think it was a gift from God to us for being good..ahahhaha. and
God knows how we love shopping. 
and later that nite, me, Am, Cindy, Sung Hwan, Joe and Steve went
out.it was sort of like Malay-indo nite out. it was fun and lots of
stupid jokes from each n everyone. well, we didnt go to the bars or
clubs but we went to the starbucks.yes, our favorite place to hang
out.and i ended up not sleeping till 430 am as a result of too much
caffeine. the next day, as in saturday was a chinese new
year. we, the indo-malay gang decided to have dinner together since
this was the first time they celebrated CNY without their family. the
dinner was OK but Sung Hwan didnt make it.he had some kind of meeting
with the EHRA.but hey..check out some pics...  Joe acting stupid.but hey, he is really good in Pool. and he is gonna be my neighbour for next fall...  Am and me:-).owwhh..we love taking pics  us again...from different angle  Steve aka "raja minyak" aka Malay wannabe....:-D  and finally ME.......
p/s : i could care less about u rite now.i was hurt and i still am.too
tired to deal with all shits that happen around me. besides, u are no
longer my first priority. i was once quit from the game, and the i
played again and now i quit again. it is just too complicated and
getting worst. please, give me no more hope and set me free. coz i
think that is the best for both of us.
Posted at 10:41 pm by nAd
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